Exploring the Saturn Return: A Vocational Perspective

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“To love one person I must neglect another. To follow one path, I must leave another unexplored.” - Sam Keen

"No work of importance that one’s heart is bent upon with single minded devotion will remain unfinished.” - Lama Govinda

The first Saturn return is a significant astrological event that typically occurs around the ages of 29 to 30, it marks a crucial transition into adulthood and a profound shift in personal responsibility, identity, and career direction. However, Saturn’s lessons extend far beyond this initial phase, continuing through the second return around age 59 and the third return at 88. Each return represents a distinct initiation into a different task of the individuation process, while other phases in Saturn’s cycle, such as squares and oppositions, further shape our growth and development throughout life.

Saturn returns are a reflection on what we are building with our life. A helpful question to ask ourselves - What structures will you invest your energy into - consciously or unconsciously? The duration of each cycle is about 29 years.

Saturn rules time, Saturn’s cycle, much like the aging process itself, mirrors the changing nature of our physical capabilities, personal growth, and evolving roles in family, society, and work. Just as our bones, governed by Saturn, become more vulnerable as we age, Saturn also grows wiser and more receptive with each passage through the zodiac. Each return thus reflects both physical limitations and a deeper wisdom gained over time, influencing how we navigate familial, social, and professional roles at different life stages.

The First Saturn Return

All the I know I learned after I was thirty. - Georges Clemenceau

As we approach the Saturn return at the age of 29/30, it represents something of a personal crystallisation, where aspects of our character and life can become more definite and clear. We begin to realise the time is passing, that we are no longer able to be or do anything we want, that we no longer have infinite possibilities. This is typically a time of reassessment - reflecting on what we have achieved thus far and making plans for the next cycle. Memories of previous Saturn transits often resurface during this period. If we have drifted away from a beneficial path, the Saturn Return can function as a kind of course correction, stabilising and grounding us. If we have previously elected a defined path, then the Saturn Return will usually test it to ensure that it is solid enough to hold us from here on. If you have make important commitments before this age may now feel at a crossroads in terms of your future progress.

The Saturn return can be experienced as gaining control over one’s life, achieving recognition, and fully embracing adulthood. This period can evoke a whirlwind of emotions and experiences, particularly concerning one’s vocational journey and sense of purpose. Reflecting on this life stage, we may find ourselves grappling with uncertainty, questioning our career choices, and striving for autonomy while also feeling the weight of societal expectations.

Decision made during the Saturn return lay the foundations for the next cycle. Around ages 35 to 36, during the waxing square, we begin to see the results of these decisions. This period prompts further adjustment: Do these choices withstand the test of time? Are they still valid? Saturn returns to the point it occupied at our first waxing square when we were sevens years old, bringing memories of that time to the forefront. At age 42, we can reap the rewards of the choices made during the Saturn return. The Saturn cycle is cumulative; if we do not pay our dues to Saturn during the return, we may find ourselves regretting the consequences, as we must eventually confront Saturn’s lessons.

Marriages often occurs during the Saturn return, reflecting the psyche’s need to free itself from the past. Choosing a partner during this time can entail crisis or struggle, but it also signifies an important choice. A few - only a very few - of the marriages contracted during this period are made with full consciousness, with an awareness that the path to the future is now free of at least one major obstacle: illusions about oneself. In such cases, a mature commitment is forged between two sentient, responsible adults who are exercising the power of individual choice, rather than unconsciously clinging to the dependencies of childhood.

The Journey to Autonomy and Self-Regulation

As we approach our first Saturn return, we may encounter feelings of disillusionment and restlessness. This can manifest as a struggle to find direction in our careers, leading to a pervasive sense of dissatisfaction with current job prospects. The culmination of experiences during this time often compels us to re-evaluate our life choices, setting the stage for a deeper understanding of our aspirations and desires. It’s a time of significant reflection, where the contrast between childhood dreams and adult realities becomes glaringly apparent.

The conflict between what one must do to be true to my passion and what I feel I should do to be accepted by others is central to the Saturn return experience. It often creates an intense internal struggle, as we weigh our personal desires against societal and familial expectations. This tension between dependence and self-determination, much like the transition from child to adult, or apprentice to master.

For many, memories of turning 30 are tinged with a mix of nostalgia, anxiety, and hope. Some may recall a sense of urgency to “settle down” or choose a more stable career path, while others might feel an overwhelming desire to break free from restrictive environments. It’s as if the past and the future collide, forcing individuals to confront the shadows of their youth - the unfulfilled dreams, the pressures of expectation, and the realisations of where they stand in the grand scheme of life.

Progressed Moon Cycle: The Prelude to Saturn Return

The months leading up to the Saturn return often coloured by the progressed lunar return, typically around age 27. This period is marked by emotional growth and maturation, where we may find ourselves deeply introspective about our life choices. As the progressed Moon highlights emotional needs, we may become acutely aware of our desires and the path we have taken - or failed to take - in pursuit of those aspirations. This exploration can be both enlightening and daunting, as it forces individuals to confront the choice that have led them to this pivotal moment.

The Intense Personal Reflection of the Saturn Return

The Saturn return is not just a time of external changes; it is also a profound internal journey. As Liz Green aptly notes, the year preceding the Saturn return often involves a gradual disintegration of old patterns and beliefs. It can be a painful process, fraught with feelings of inadequacy and the resurfacing of childhood wounds. During this phase, we may grapple with our own limitations and insecurities, leading to moments of profound self-evaluation.

This tumultuous period often brings about a recognition of the need for self-regulation and accountability. The challenges faced can feel overwhelming, yet they are essential for fostering personal growth. The Saturn return compels us to confront our shadow - the parts of ourselves that have been neglected or suppressed - and encourages us to integrate these aspects into a more authentic self.

The Role of House Placement and Aspects

The house where Saturn falls during the return is a crucial element in understanding the areas of life that will demand focus and growth over the next 29 to 30 years. Each house represents different themes, and Saturn’s presence indicates where responsibilities and lessons will manifest. Here’s a brief overview of the significance of Saturn’s placement in the twelve houses:

1st House: Focus on identity, self-image, and personal development.

2nd House: Lessons around values, finances, and self-worth.

3rd House: Communication, relationships with siblings, and local community engagements.

4th House: Home life, family dynamics, and emotional foundations.

5th House: Creativity, self-expression, and romantic pursuits.

6th House: Work, service, and health-related responsibilities.

7th House: Partnerships, marriage, and social interactions.

8th House: Transformation, shared resources, and deep emotional connections.

9th House: Expansion of knowledge, travel, and philosophical beliefs.

10th House: Career, public image, and life goals.

11th House: Friendships, community, and aspirations for the future.

12th House: Spiritual growth, inner exploration, and confronting subconscious patterns.

Understanding where Saturn falls can provide insights into the specific challenges and opportunities for personal growth in each area of life.

The aspect patterns in the return chart significantly influence experiences during this period. Supportive aspects, such as trines or sextile, may ease the process of growth, while challenging aspects, like squares or oppositions, could bring tension that necessitates resolution.

The House that Saturn Rules

In addition to the house where Saturn resides during the return, it’s essential to consider the house that Saturn rules in the natal chart. This house represents further life areas that will require attention and development during the Saturn return cycle. For instance, if Saturn rules the 6th house, the individual may experience significant lessons regarding the daily domestic routine; health and diet; breaking habit patterns; duty and service.

The Ascendant in the Saturn Return Chart

The ascendant in the return chart shapes how individuals experiences their Saturn return. It represents how one approaches life during this transformative time. Additionally, examining the position of the Ascendant ruler in the Saturn return chart can reveal where individuals need to focus their energies to manifest growth and development over the next 29 years.

Conclusion: Embracing the Process of Death and Rebirth

The nature of Saturnian experience during the return will be suggested by the house, sign and aspects of the planet in the birth chart. A seventh or eighth house Saturn may point to the sphere of relationships; a tenth house Saturn may point to ambitions and career goals; a fifth house Saturn may point to one’s attitude towards children, or one’s creative enterprises. What a person commences under the Saturn return will often prove to be a vehicle that allows for growth and the development of inner strength throughout life. Saturn typically dig its roots deep, and Saturnian experiences tend to carry a sense of permanence.

Ultimately, the Saturn return is a process of death and rebirth - a shedding of old identities and the emergence of a more genuine self. This journey continues throughout life, with Saturn’s cycles serving as critical initiations into new phases of personal and vocational growth. The experiences we have undergone thus far, in tandem with our nature, have no doubt forged us into the person we behold in mirror, aged 30. But the person we become after this is arguably in our own hands. The phases of the second Saturn cycle will continue to test and prove the validity of the decisions we make from this stage onwards. The crossroads at each return - whether at 29, 59, or 88 - demand honesty, reflection, and the courage to embrace change.

Saturn’s physical embodiment of time - its connection to aging, bones, and the changing dynamics of familial, social, and professional roles - reminds us that while our bodies may weaken, our wisdom deepens. Each passage through Saturn’s cycle offers a profound opportunity for integration, growth, and a renewed understanding of who we are in the world.

By acknowledging these challenges, understanding the house and ascendant dynamics, and recognising the opportunities for growth, one can emerge from each Saturn return with renewed purpose and clarity. This reflection not only prepares us for the next cycle but also helps us forge a path that aligns with our authentic selves.

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